So I've been feeling a lot better from the recent decline in joy. I have good things to look forward to so I shouldn't let myself get so down. I should be happy because I get to be with the person I love again. I can't wait to hug her, and kiss her again. I get to sleepover -heck yes! Then if my mom okay's it again, Maria will come back with me for a week and a 1/2. I wish it could be longer, but since I'm with my mother, I don't want to burden her. I know how stressed she gets when she has to feed me and all my siblings. So it must get to her when I bring someone over.
Anyway, I hope to hang out with people while she is here. It would be cool to introduce her to the friends she hasn't met yet.
Oh gosh, I want pancakes. x3 I wanna go to IHop. Sounds yummy.... <3

About a party, I don't know if I wanna have one anymore. I mean I do, but at the same time I just wanna spend that day with Maria. And I doubt I'll have time once she gets here. I'll be babysitting. If I do decide on something, I might ask a few people to join me and go to JMK or something. I don't know.

Have questions or just wanna talk, call me. I hardly call anyone because I'm busy during the day and at night... well I never know how late people go to bed and I never want to bother anyone so I usually won't call unless I really force myself. I'm sheepish.

Btw, I discovered something today. I was finishing the third book in the Maggie Kelly series, excited to see the end. I got to it and said, "WHAT!" very loudly. I then ran down the stairs, flew to the computer and found out there are three more books.
Shortly after I sped to the Library and checked them out. <3 I'm a happy panda.